December 2008 – The Beginning
It was the strangest thing. One ordinary night in the middle of December 2008, I suddenly awoke to two words. I heard them as plain as day. Words that didn’t make sense, yet I could see the spelling and hear them at the same time. I was dumbfounded. Where did it come from? What did it mean? Why was I awakened to hear them? I had absolutely no idea. The two words I saw and heard were…“Tui Sum.” That was it. I lay there wide awake wondering what in the world it could mean, and eventually gave up and fell back to sleep.
The next day I mentioned it to my daughter and son-in-law, both college students. They thought Tui Sum was Latin and the meaning was….
“I am with you always,” or
“My love is with you always.”
This was the beginning of many impartations to come. I had no idea of the significance of those words and what God had planned to do in my life, but this was just the beginning of many other messages that would be given me. And like this, many of the words were not even in my vocabulary. There were miracles and even supernatural events to come as well.
My Miracle Healing
February 2, 2009
Not only was this a miracle healing just six weeks after I heard Tui Sum, but I was healed on the very day my mother died 16 years earlier!
Exact words from my journal:
It’s been two months now since my healing and I’ve found myself just going through the motions of everyday life again like nothing ever happened. And believe me something big did happen. Something very big! I was completely healed of a serious illness. Two months earlier, I suddenly woke in the middle of the night to the words “Tui Sum.” I had no idea what the words meant or why I heard them.
My brother had prayed for me that night and it seemed like I wept for hours. I did not feel healed by his prayer, but I did cling to something he said. He had incredible faith and asked if I believed what Jesus said, or what the world says? Did I believe His words or the words of man? He also said he believed it was not my time. We stayed up late talking and praying, then I finally crawled into bed next to my husband who was already asleep. I collapsed in bed, completely exhausted, and soon fell asleep. I don’t know how long I lay there, but I remember being suddenly awakened to the words, “Woman, you are healed!” And at the same time, I saw a vision of Jesus high above me on the left side of the bed.
He was very tall (8-10 ft?) and dressed in a long white robe. I could not see his face because he was so incredibly tall and in between Him and me, was my dear brother. He was reaching up to Jesus with one hand and reaching down to me with his other hand. Then came the words…audible, but not in a human sort of way. It was as if Jesus was speaking clearly and with great authority to my mind…“Woman, you are healed!”
I instantly began to weep and rolled out of bed onto my knees and started to pray and give thanks. It all seemed to be rather a blur after that. I don’t know how long I stayed on my knees crying, but I vaguely remember crawling back in bed and falling into a deep, deep sleep. All this time my husband lay next to me sound asleep. He never woke once. He knew nothing of what had happened!
The next morning I awoke and went downstairs in a daze of sorts and told my brother (who lived with us at the time) what had happened. We both cried and hugged and thanked God through our tears. I explained to him that I felt rather odd, like my abdomen was tingling all over, almost as if it was lit up with electricity, and that I felt like I needed to lie down and rest. He then relayed a healing story of his own when he was healed by God and that he remembered that same feeling. It was like all the cells in your body were sent into hyper drive somehow and you needed to shut down for a while until they went back to normal.
I did lie down and rested the entire day, completely drained – and completely healed!
There was also another miracle that day. This all happened on the very day my mother died – 16 years earlier. Was she instrumental in the healing? I believe she was, but only God knows. I do know my brother was instrumental as he had prayed for me the night before and I saw him in my vision reaching for my hand, as he reached for the hand of Jesus hovering above him. It was a truly a miracle!
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A few months later on April 26, 2009, I was again awakened in the middle of night. This time, the words were: “Make Your Hearts Right with God.” Again, the words were very clear as if someone was standing right next to me. I wrote the words in my journal, and did nothing. Little did I know, that these were the first of many important messages to come that I believe came straight from God or through His angels.
As I finally share these miraculous and supernatural happenings in my life, I pray that after reading them, you will heed the words and make your hearts right with God.
For Such a Time as This