May 28, 2012 Opened Bible to Psalms 91:11
This morning after arriving home from taking a spare key to my son who had locked himself out of his car, I opened my Bible as I usually do, just letting it fall open to where I am supposed to read. It fell open to Psalms 91:11.
Psalms 91:11
For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.
My son’s key was on the same key ring that held the key that an angel had bent one year ago to keep me from driving while drunk (see Supernatural 2011). This morning’s message was God’s reminder of that incident and that an angel saved my life that day.
June 2012 – Supernatural Computer Message
It was yet another weekend night of me being frustrated and very unhappy about being married to an alcoholic. As usual, my husband didn’t want to do anything except sit and drink until time to go to bed. As usual, I would watch a movie or busy myself with something – feeling totally alone even though I was married. My husband’s physical body was there, but his mental/emotional/present body was not.
This particular night as I watched him go upstairs with yet another beer in hand, I felt myself getting very angry and agitated (the enemy!), and thought to myself, if he won’t stop drinking, I might as well eat whatever I want. I’ll just get fat! He doesn’t care about my wishes, so why should I care about his? So I started some buttery popcorn in the microwave, then turned on the television, and the movie, The Bodyguard, happened to be on during a scene with Whitney Houston. But as I sat there watching, I could feel myself getting more and more angry about having to sit home. So I quickly changed my mind and decided I’d GO OUT to a movie – just to get out of the house.
I felt furious by this time and angrily stomped my way to the computer in the other room to see what was playing at the nearby theater. When the computer finally turned on, I clicked on a trailer for some movie that looked interesting.
BUT...instead of the trailer coming on screen, it suddenly changed to a completely black screen! I sat there wondering what in the world just happened? Did I get a hacked somehow?
THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN… out of nowhere, white words started moving across the blank screen, like they were being typed but only one line at a time. It was as if it were talking to me (just like in the movie The Matrix!). I wanted to run and get a pen and paper but didn’t dare because I didn’t want to miss anything – it was moving that fast! There was only time to read one line at a time as it moved across the screen – one line disappearing, as another one started. Like I’m typing right now, but you couldn’t look back to read it, there just wasn’t time as it kept typing away, one line disappearing and another starting.
When it finally stopped, I sat in a daze. What just happened? I couldn’t believe it! I couldn’t even remember what it said exactly! It had happened so fast. I could hardly keep up reading it. My mind just couldn’t keep up or process it fast enough. Or was that on purpose?
The “feeling” I had during the whole time WAS memorable however. There seemed to be a sense of urgency about it, like the time is now. Stop wasting time!
What was really strange was what I did remember. At some point, the words running across the screen read, “even Whitney Houston…knew something or did something(?).” I could not remember exactly what it was, but it felt like she knew time was short, or she was close to God, or was also married to an alcoholic, or maybe all three? BUT – the fact that her name was mentioned really got my attention! I was just watching her on television moments before receiving this message. I was so intensely angry at the time and totally in self-sabotage and destruction mode. God knew I was hurting.
Was God speaking to me through the computer? Was He trying to make me wake up and stop wasting so much precious time so concerned about self? That was the general feeling of the message – time is short, nothing else matters, stop wasting time, it’s time to…?Somehow, it had something to do with God and it felt as though I was supposed to DO something. But I had absolutely no clue what it might be!
When it was over, I quickly tried to get back to the same trailer, but all that came up was the normal trailer. I tried over and over and over, and even turned the computer off and on thinking it was a fluke one-time ad that would pop up when the computer was first turned on, but I was never able to find it again. It truly was supernatural. I sat in stunned disbelief. What just happened? It was like I was suspended in a “time” moment. I cannot explain it.
I finally went upstairs (in a dazed and still slightly trembling state) to tell my husband what had just happened. But it was too late. He could not hear or process the magnitude of it. I was left to try to interpret the message by myself. It seems it was meant for me and me alone. Only I was supposed to know how important it was. I sat dumfounded – numb and alone – not knowing what to do.
The only thing I did know was that I wanted to draw closer to God and began reading the bible more and more often. After a few months, I told my husband I wanted to get baptized and he agreed to get baptized with me! God was waiting for just that! He had a purpose and a plan for me. After getting baptized and giving my heart to Jesus things really started happening! (See messages from God 2013 to today.)
11/25/12: Woke in the middle of the night to: “Luke 3:16”
We were to be baptized that very morning, and on the way to the church, I suddenly remembered I heard Luke 3:16 during the night and wanted to look it up because I had absolutely no idea what it said. Now remember, we were only beginning to read the bible and learn about Christ and did not know or have any scriptures memorized. So, imagine my surprise when I pulled out my phone and looked up Luke 3:16. Now I remind you, this happened on our way to be baptized!
Luke 3:16
I baptize you with water. But one who is more powerful than I will come, the straps of whose sandals I am not worthy to untie.
He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.
We COULDN’T believe it! This was no coincidence! How likely is it that I would be awakened the night before I was to be baptized to hear a scripture about being baptized? It was truly a supernatural God miracle! I wept and wept through the entire baptism. Even the pastor, members of the congregation, and my family were wiping tears away. I could not contain it. I was baptized with the Holy Spirit and with fire just as the scripture I woke to foretold.
This would be the beginning of a heightened awareness and intensity of messages received from God during the following years (see Messages 2013-2015). The messages have continued to this day, but not with the fervency of the years 2013-15.
When we got home after the baptism, feeling the Holy Spirit on me, I reached for my Bible and it fell open to:
Psalm 71:18
Now also when I am old and greyheaded, O God, forsake me not: until I have shewed thy strength unto this generation, and thy power to every one that is to come.
I am now old and greyheaded, and I pray that through this website, you of this generation will sense God’s strength and power through these writings, and go on to share with the generation(s) to come.